And theres still something missing in my life. Im just not complete- i have that nagging feeling but who knows what to do. Cant put down how i feel. But only two words come to mind over again.
Sacrafice&love.
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Why is it i still think about him, when i know i shouldnt.
I miss ma dad ;(
Big fat major rant.
I dont know where to start- mu emotions are at a whitlwind and i feel like crying in the middle of the gym. I just wan to travel- i dont want to be stuck here working my ass off for shitpay. I just want to be skinny and not have sore feet or knees or not being able to do my exercises accurately. Everythibg is just too much effor and too hard at the moment. Im not happy and im starting to get homesick. The only rock i have is my sister- and thankgod, together we are great but theres still all this stress on our shoulders- weather we can overcome our money issues and keep travelling, if i can get over my body issues and if i can get my weight and fitness under control. I just want things to work out. Everytime my foot aches i just want to cry.
Was this all i imagined it to be?
I got ma nose peirced! Cant wait till i can get a ring.
When i go back home- how different will things be??
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“One must do violence to the object of one’s desire; when it surrenders, the pleasure is greater.” ~ Marquis De Sade
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